Update on Chapter 10

Wow this is a tough week for this.

But in order to maintain my promise to myself, I am not thinking of people who don't like or appreciate me as a failure on my part. Instead I am choosing to view this as a shortcoming on their part. They can't see how exceptional I am and I am not to blame for that. I cannot control other people and it's a time waster to try.

I actually tend to try to do nice and friendly things for these people having still made the decisions and what not above. So I don't know if I just don't believe it or what.

I stopped myself before sending that comment to the persons webpage. I think that was a big step for me.

It's a tough lesson and I don't know that I am learning it all that well but I am trying.